A Land Called Paradise :)

But satu bende je la kan nk ketengahkah, American Muslims kan, bersungguh2 nk achieve peace and do something great good things about themselves and for the religion and for the world. Kalau artists2 M'sia perangai ya rabbi mcm drag queen, mmg saya malu kalau disuruh nk compare artist kita dgn depa :|

Malas nk elaborate panjang2, best dan meaningful kan video ni people ;)

When asked with this one issue: Being Hypocrital

Q:
Can you define "hypocrite" in your own words?

A:
A situation where one people tells you about one particular event, or act in that event, to suit your taste where another situation actually happens behind your very back which you don't particular like.

In simpler words, I consider major hypocrites (This is a noun ya) as BACKSTABBERS.

Q:
Are you being hypocritical when you are among your friends?

A:
Honestly, from a scale of 1 to 100, I'm at 2.
But I am still in a process of easing myself down to O. InsyaAllah.

Q:
Are your friends being hypocritical when they are among you?

A:
I just realize that my answer is "never", because a friend never betrays you. If they are being hypocritical up to the scale of no. 10 and above, then they are not my friends, they are just some acquaintances that I had fun with.

If this answers of me are provoking any sentient being that is reading this that knows me, I DON'T CARE. I'm only 3 semesters away to graduation, and I realize I don't need lousy friends anymore to "back me up" anymore. Talking behind someone's back is so "high school" to me. Honestly speaking, socially, I can't cope with all of their hypocrites, so why are we friends at all?

The truth is, I am not mad at all to them.
They are great people.

It's just, you said things differently against your very own act. Others might be alright with it, but

you made me so sad.

PTSL 2

it wasnt easy, and it still is, very hard for all of us to accept the fact that we're no longer are going to be classmates. there will be no more SAC for us.. there will be no more pak cik skeleton to scold us when we made some noise.. there will also no longer be any haji nikmat for us, si? i love this job. what job u say? being ur friend... u guys mean a whole lot to me, and i really appreciate u a lot! there were times where i felt depressed, but thanks to some of u guys, whom i really love to mention here; munirah, yana, alia, sakinah*sket sket laa haha just kidding :P*, and some other people who i may forgot to mention here. thanks for making me feel better.. without u guys, i definitely had already dropped asasi tesl once...


i like cam whoring with u people, especially penkik moon and tj. theres always something up on their sleeves; how to pose, where to take, the lighting hahaha awehh miss that old time...

our lecturers have been the most awesome lecturers i have ever met!! well they are the first ones anyway haha daddy sure gives us a lot of encouragement, although we may not see it, but try to look it thoroughly, u'll see he really cares about us...

some may called us spoiled brats, but i sure love it. i think we are spoiled by the lecturers, but in a more positive perspective. we are "positively" spoiled, but we did work hard on certain things on our own right? speaking of working hard, i really admire alia and sakinah*quite fairly lol :P* because they're the most hardworking beings ive seen in uitm melaka! i dont only admire them, i admire a whole lot of people in our class. i really admire yana for her awesome leadership. we wont go anywhere in certain things without her, u know. then i admire mr husseini there haha his language is quite extraordinare, and i havent met anyone like that for quite some time now. so u can say, i was rather "tercabar/challenged" or whatever u may call it by his language. after all, competiting in learning isnt a bad thing right? ;)

but see, i am very sceptical of one performances, and i love to find any weaknesses in them. and i sure do find a lot haha aint i evil? :P
well afterall, im no mr perfect as well right?

oh my im writting this at about 12.40 am! people say, ideas to write sure come a lot during this hour.

well whatever it is, remember my migas/migos, u all will always be a part of my memory and i really, trully, deeply appreciate u guys as my friends :)

syamey ooh lala~

Book 2 Chapter 1 : Olds and News

appreciate, respect and love your friends like there is no tomorow.

-syahmi za

whenever i look back the old digital photos of me and my closest friends, i'll only be thinking of one thing; "thanks for supporting me". heavens know how it means a lot to me.

we all have friends, some are new, and some are old. it's up to us to appreciate which one's more than the other. and as for me, i missed my old friends more. it's not that i dont like my new ones, it's just, i like my old ones longer.

old friends

old friends are my school friends to be short. my very first best friend are rao sharmizan, zaharuddin, syed ibrahim and aliff. unlike any other children during our age, we didnt play, or squeel, or shout during recess. we often sat down at one stone bench in front of the school field and talked about current issues. lol. yep, current issues. without them, there's no way i'll be able to live throughout my early childhood during my time in the all boys primary school.

then, i had to move to the largest state in malaysian peninsular. there, i was lucky enough to meet mr ragu, and we became quite close ever since. but too bad during secondary, we didnt get the chance to study in the same school. after that, mr rosri zalmi came into the picture, but now, too bad he's already out of the frame.

in boestamam, fatin nadhirah and syafirah became my first all time female friends whom i can rely on sooo much. they sat at the back of my seat once, and we had such a good time talking, until the class teacher decided to rearrange the class lol. aahh good times :) but i still wish that i could spend some more time with them there at school.

finally, at my last destination of schools in ipoh, i have met with some of the coolest friends ever. avtarjit kaur is my most dearest best friend so far. she's understanding, and wields a whole lot of great ideas. you'll be surprised by how much words she's capable of generating within the conversation. we fight sometimes, at one point, one of us will be crying, but that what best friends do. then i have ms lee mei kee. ohh she's good with math i tell you (o____o). she's very kind, sensitive and she's a vegetarian :) then during the mooncake festival, guess what, she brought us some mooncakes. i learnt a lot of chinese sentences from her too, in which, i have already forgotten by now heehee~ then i have mr arwind. you can say i am quite close to him. but avtar wasnt. haha at one point she referred him as inconsiderate, lazy and irresponsible monkey xD~ lmao, but whatever it is, i still appreciate him as a friend.

new friends

i consider my whole classmates of tesl society of melaka as my friends, but only a few are really my close friends. they all have taught me a lot of things i need to know about getting through life. we hang out often here, up to the point where i didnt feel depressed at all :)

i learnt that we are merely different here with one another. we are the same; from the "maybank ceo agent" to the "tourist guide".